Relationship

If you ever feel as though you have no where to turn, just find a corner and pray. Prayer is power. It feels as though you can release any kind of pain, hurt, emptiness, and so forth. For many years I have been in and out of relationships. I cant recall when I have ever been single. If I do end up single, its for a short period of time. Somehow I always end up right back in one. Its a never ending cycle. Sometimes the relationship repeats itself and make me feel as though Im in the same relationship just with a different face.

What I want out of an relationship is.

1. Comfort. To feel as though I can always come to you no matter what the situation is..
2. Trust. I need to feel as though you trust me. I can trust you. 
3. Confident. I need to know that Im secure in this relationship that its only me.
4. Honesty. Complete honesty is key. with out honesty there isn't really nothing.
5. Communication. I need to be able to communicate with you on all levels.

Simple things like this is important. Trust should have been #1 because I have a hard time trusting anyone. For me to trust someone is like me just giving someone complete control over my heart. Leaving it in their hards to either hurt me or make me happy. Not knowing what can happen..


-Sometimes wishing for something and wanting something so bad may not be what you deserve.